Diary of Wisdom and Love

This is why I am

Moorside Unit, Urmston, UK
Timothy

Anyone knowing my life that was,
anyone seeing where I came from.
Cold and dejected I have become,
Lord Jesus Christ give me my life.

This is the story of me on the run,
burning desire I have for One.
Living my dream, an Apostle, I am.
Everyone leaving me from where I begun.

When did I ask for one more time?
When did I see everything destroyed in no time?
How did I give my life to this pain?
Jesus Christ heal me again and again.

Did I release a whole album?
Did I write two books to be in stardom?
Did I just live my dream? My time was never known,
to give my freedom to everyone I know.

Is there time, Lord, to marry my wife?
Is there a way out of this ungodly place?
Is there justice, peace and love?
Or is this it? Must I suffer to Heaven?

There is a Way I must go.
There is a Way to You, I know.
There is a Way I was shown.
A cold dark staircase to Heaven I must go.

Where will I be when my baby says yes?
Will I be here, suffering this mess?
Given to me by my family.
Given to me and no one else, no one other than me.

How can I be so destroyed by them?
How can I be so humiliated by them?
How can I be locked in this cage again?
Lord Jesus give me Your Life.
Lord Jesus please give me my wife.

This is what I have begun.
This is where I gave my life.
For people less fortunate than I.
For those stuck in this prison for life.

How can it be just and right?
How can one spend their life:
not ever knowing one thing,
they were created to live a different life.
Lord Jesus Christ make them all Your wife.
Lord Jesus give us one more kiss of Life.

Jesus, cast out these heathen mongrels.
Jesus, please give us our freedom.
Lord, what happened to New Jerusalem.
Queen Victoria started listening to them.

Why is it a beggar can’t beg?
Why is it slavery instead?
To people who have everything.
To people so selfish they force us to beg.

Where is the Christian man I knew?
Why did he turn such a rude mean stew?
When he found I hid one thing?
My freedom with me on my own person.
Why did he deny You, The Holy Spirit,
he witnessed in me when I gave You my life,
to everyone here who needed to know,
one thing I did, start a radio talk show.
Why does payday ring like hurt for all they treat?
Why is it I can’t even write neat?

Lord Jesus, cast out these men.
These demons from hell created by them.
These conquerors against every freedom we have.
Please find them new jobs in this hospital.

Our Lord Jesus ask everyone to say:
this is unjust,
change the law today.

Our Lord Jesus ask everyone to say:
this is unjust,
change the law today.

Seven years I have suffered this hell.
Jacob please cast a different spell:
people free to leave what they did behind,
to have Our God right by their side.

Lord Jesus, imprison my heart.
Rage a fire of Your Love right from where I start.
Give Peace and calm everyday.
And when they take more just let me say ‘ok.’

There is no more to do than pass their exam.
An assessment they stage with a cloak and a locked door.
People judging what has gone on.
To rile us up duly this day and week just gone.

This is what I have begun.
This is where I gave my life.
For people less fortunate than I.
For those stuck in this prison for life.

When did I ask for one more time?
When did I see everything destroyed in no time?
How did I give my life to this pain?
Jesus Christ heal me again and again.

Where did I say I was normal?
Who are you to judge who I am!
Our Lord created every me and you.
Our Lord gave His Gifts for all of us to be.

Lord Jesus, imprison my heart.
Rage a fire of Your Love right from where I start.
Give Peace and calm everyday.
And when they take more just let me say ‘ok.’

Our Lord Jesus ask everyone in power to say:
this is unjust,
change the law today.

Our Lord Jesus ask everyone to say:
this is unjust,
change the law today.