I thanked God for the 2 hours of leave I have been given.
I reminded the nurses and doctor in the ward round that I did not need this medication. They told me my father was a peaceful man and only wanted what was best for me.
God also asked me to remind them that God has given them a way to know God is talking to me, and that is for them to want to know God is talking to me. Currently all they want to do is treat a psychiatric condition which does not exist in me.
They queried why I was on an intensive care unit when I arrived, and I explained to them that I was very angry for not receiving what they had promised me. I was also angry for the abuse I suffered in Hammersmith, but while in Nile and Amazon ward God had calmed me and I have been peaceful.